I know--it's a strange place to find yourself: you're basically where you wanted to be, but you're not feeling what you expected you would.
You get rid of these thoughts in the back of your mind the same way you made it through crisis-mode: choose to think about what you're grateful for and continue to focus on becoming the person you want to be.
It's the leap of faith. It won't ever be easy. But it will be worth it, regardless of the outcome of your R.
