well things went pretty positive today, but i swear she is practicing db'ing, haha.
so apparently there was a communication error on where we would meet for me to pick up s after work. i meet up with her and she seemed really pulled back. but right after she handed s to me, she grabbed me and gave her sorry hug, head into my chest and i kissed the top of her head. we went our seperate ways.
so i went and got the washer/dryer. delivered them to her place. got the washer set up but i need a vent and a cord change on the dryer.
then we talked about our r. not once did she say divorce or anything that relates. she talked alot about things she was upset with me for, especially last friday. i'll pay for that for a while. totally understandable as well.
she talked about the future with both of us, her dad is coming into town and wanted me to do someting with all of them. told her we could throw a bbq at the house for everyone. that will be tough cornered by all the inlaws, but it has to happen some time. think it is next month. wants to go to the parade still and said she was excited.
then she says that she has noticed the changes and she is perplexed. i asked how so, well now your the man i always knew you could be and that i wanted, but i can't figure it out. i used what someone else said on there thread, thank you for noticing and i understand that your skeptical but i'm going to keep up my changes to continue to change my life for the best.
then the s started acting up, so i ran to get some oj and other supplies. she thanked me. then she ended the night.
overall it was very productive, and it was a good time.
