I havent been posting as much lately well because I havent been thinking about all of my crap as much. I am not sure if I am getting past some of this, or I am just hiding from it? Or what I really think is perhaps I am just taking a much needed break from all of this....... is this good or bad? I am not sure. But it is kinda like, ok stop this friggen rollercoaster, cuz I dont feel like riding today........

Got talking to my neighbor 2 doors down this evening, found out that he is in a similiar situation as me.... might have made a new friend there.