Teresa, Your post is killing me, you sound so sad. Sorry you had such a bad morning. I know how you feel. I'm glad to hear that the day got better. I keep trying to figure out your sitch but it seems like something is missing. Maybe it is just an issue of MLC. You need to keep your head up though. If your H doesn't go to the next C session then maybe it would be a good time to get your C's opinion on what your H might be thinking. Your in my thoughts....so cheer up because i'm sure I'll need some cheering up next. Matt