One day at a time

[sadhearted]

I'm the same way you are. In the back of my mind or deep down I just really don't think this is what he really wants. Is that me being foolish and I'm kidding myself? I mean people tell me I know him better then any one else. IF I do then I know this isn't what he wants. A lot of times these days though I wonder how much I do know him.

My SIL told me today that he will realize that the only time he's ever been truly happy was with me. Sounds nice but is it true or will he ever see that? Who knows. I have to hope though.