Had a rough evening.....very frustrated after a call from my H asking about the lawyer and why she needs more papers after we've already reached an agreement, etc, etc, .....Although he didn't come out and say it I feel he wants to rush through this. When I mentioned we had only been separated 3 months and it takes the min. of 6 moths he replied that we could put down any date we want. (And he wants me to trust him?!?)
I am still having trouble making emotion-less financial decisions!!! Wish I had never talked to H about any of this!!!!(although I know it's the best way and least expensive way instead of having lawyers fight it out). Did tell H tonight that I had to protect D16 now and some things I just couldn't leave to chance. He said kind things, but it makes me just want to throw up because I don't believe him anymore. Isn't that sad???
