Originally Posted By: sadhearted
Yeah I realize I've done everything I can (or am still) and I can be proud of that. I just don't want to move on. Still working on that part.


Well then be proud. I don't want to move on either. But at the moment I have no choice. I can cry or live, I prefer living.
I told you I am not giving up, just not going to let it hold me down any longer.

Originally Posted By: sadhearted
Yeah all we can do is take care of us and our kids and each passing day it'll get a little easier. I hope.


Well since I know I was not a great dad, much less a good one half the time. I know now taking care of my kid is a joy that I have been missing. In that way it helps me a lot.


M 41
W 33
S8
S17
Bomb 3/11/07
S 3/28/07
New beginning? 8/31/07