Guess I just don't want to feel this pain. Which sometimes is crushing.
Then live for yourself and kids, have fun. Maybe it is true that when we finally let go is when things change. At least I can keep telling myself that for now.
Originally Posted By: sadhearted
I really don't think I'm asking for that much. Just my H to come back.
Your not, but asking isn't working is it?
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
Nope and I stopped asking (him) awhile ago. I've backed off, don't talk to him unless he talks to me or it's something like his grandma is in the hospital. And I know I need to be patient and give it time. Guess I'm running short on patience these days. Got any extra laying around.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07
Do not know how or why, but yes I do all of a sudden this last 24 hours. So I shall email you some. I am having some anger but that will go in time. With her talk last night I just went poof now. I will give it time and patience, I have let go finally. I am not at the stage Jazz seems to be, I am not in complete giving up mode, just not going to worry again.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
Yeah I've heard if I give it enough time I might decide I'm the one that's done. Not enough time has gone by. Course my H will tell you I'm stubborn but not in a bad way. Or that's what he'd say if he liked me. Yeah I need to figure out how to stop worrying. I did well for about a week. Now the last couple days it seems to be back. Pretty long rollercoaster.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07
You know what is bugging me the most...the silence. It's deafening.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
Yeah I hear that. I miss talking to him and sharing things. When he does decide to talk he'll tell me something that happened a week ago or something and it's like ugh. I feel like I'm missing out. Which I guess is the point as far as he's concerned but....
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07
I've said it once, I'll say it again. I not only lost my wife, I lost my best friend.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
