nice to have someone understand. I am amazed at my own reactions to things sometimes, and to find out others have similar ones is helpful in a way.
so glad you have so much support around you. and congrats on the new job!!! sounds like a new challenge, with some good perks to it.
hopefully you are sleeping now, or will be shortly. I know of sleepless nights. I remember wondering, in a very detached way, when I would sleep or eat again.
the girls weekend was wonderful. definitely what the dr. ordered.
take care of yourself...hopefully things will get brighter for you on the w front. I wish they were on the H front. I figure as depressing as it gets, and as bleak an outcome as I forsee right now, at least we aren't fighting right now and haven't for a couple of weeks. cold comfort when I think he's with her, but hey, he was when we were fighting, so at least I don't have the fight stress on top of the rest. I'm trying to remain upbeat and ME again. I'm so stressed about what he is up to next weekend...wondering, obsessing about it, you name it. still, when he called to talk the the kids tonight, I was perky and chatty and completely not what I would have been 2 weeks ago. who knows if it really makes a difference. I wish I could forsee the future sometimes...wish I knew if I was just spinning my wheels here.
Last edited by morgan; 07/23/0711:20 PM.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
