7,

I'm trying I really am but it just feels like he doesn't want me there and it makes me sad. It makes me sad for him and for me. She was the one person in his family that always accepted me and loved me. It's just hard knowing that this is happening. She may come out of this and be okay and she may not. Just sad. I'm sitting here crying as I'm typing and I need to stop so my kids don't start worrying.

I know everyone's situations are different and who knows how mine will end. It's just really sad seeing so many all at the same time going the wrong direction.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07