One day at a time

[sadhearted]

You know this sitch is bad enough in itself. Then to have something like his grandmother not doing well just really gets me down. I was told this morning we needed to get up there because it didn't look good. Well she was refusing treatment said she just wanted to go. My FIL talked her into treatment so they were expecting her to stablize. They told me to tell my H not to leave work early since it was his first day on the job.

He went after work I couldn't go with him because I didn't have anyone to keep the kids on short notice. He called me afterwards and said she doesn't look good. He doesn't think she's going to die she just looks like what you expect an old person in the hospital to look like. I just want to cry. I want to shake him and say do you not see what you're doing to us and our families? Obviously I'm not. I just say thanks for calling and showed my concern. I want to be there for him, I want him to be there for me. Just not going to happen right now if ever.

I'm seeing so many people on here lately that are giving up or their spouses have filed and I just wonder if there's hope. I know there is but I'm just really sad right now.