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[BeingMe]

Ya know, I was ready to move on depending on his reaction (which was pretty much no reaction, which should've been pushing me out the door). I felt I was at the end of what I can tolerate in a R. But, after speaking to him on the phone, I realised that I couldn't do it now, not when he is down. Like kicking a wounded dog. Just cannot do that to the father of my children. So, I will honestly try and do what I said I would in the email. In order to do that, I will have to find an outlet for my loneliness, and boredom. I think I will have to join a club or two. I used to belong to Toastmasters, so maybe I'll go back to that. And, maybe join the local badminton club, or some other sports thing. Good exercise while I'm at it. I guess I can volunteer for some community organization too, like environmental. I need to meet new people, and just get out there and socialize. The problem though, is that I have met new people, but they're all married, so it's difficult to hang out with them without my H. I have to ponder this more.

Anyone got any ideas? Thanks again, for checking out my sitch.