Thanks BeingMe. It does suck. And it is a roller coaster ride. I've been on a slight up turn today, but if I don't control my thoughts, I could get down fast. Sometimes friends don't help,when they tell you you're being treated like sh*t, that she's leaving and using you, that she could still be seeing the OM. Best not to listen to those people I guess. It affects you though.
Thanks again, and good luck to you too.
M45, W45,S15, D10, Bomb 10/3/06, Moved back in 11/6/06, finally ILY 9/07 last thread