ooooh, I don't blame you for running the other way! I don't know what I would do if I saw OW. I probably wouldn't recognize her anyways.
Your reaction is TOTALLY normal. I remember seeing my H's exGF years ago (they dated in HS) and she came in to my work, and my stomach just dropped. I was pregnant though and looked like a homely person, sucked big time!
I'm glad you figured out your hesitancy to leave. Now you can make a goal that you'll know things are doing better, when H won't go eat with OW/BF when your out of town. Just make a decision to know that he will probably see her and you are NOT going to let it affect you. You know your boundaries and you have faith that they will be respected in time. I know your strong enough to do that too Nikki.
I checked out your new pics on myspace. you guys really do look cute together. Does H have a myspace? I didn't see him on your friends list. just curious. hey, have you ever worn mascara? I know you like the natural look, and I do too, but it might be fun to try, and give you a little exotic look.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
