Okay, here's my confusion. We are having super hot sex. He does things that I consider sweet or romantic like we went to a concert and the performer made a joke about riding the Detroit Princess Riverboat and he held my hand up in the air as if to indicate that I am the Detroit Princess. Also, we were walking around his garden talking about design and I was lightheartedly lamenting the fact that I might be without a garden for a while and he said I could take over his garden. HOWEVER, he never lets me know when I am going to see him again so I am in put into that horrible sitting by the phone mode which all the dating advice books advise one to avoid like the plague. Of course, there are only two known cures for "sitting by the phone mode". You either need to continue to date other men or get a life. I don't want to date other men so I am trying to get a life. Of course, whining to you guys is the opposite of that so clearly I am having a counter-productive day but at least I am self-aware about my counter-productivitiy - lol .
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
