I'm sorry I haven't responded or posted anything more recently.
It just feels like I'm not moving forward at all. When I think about posting .. it would be just more of my rants/frustrations.
There are times that I think "things" may be changing .. just a little. And other times I feel they are getting worse.
What compounds this is the "state" I put myself in. My H maintains that summer is the time to ride the Harley .. and he DOES take advantage of that. In my opinion, the problem is that Harley riding (at least in his little group) equals drinking. So .. because of that, I beg off accompanying him. I just sit home very depressed and worried.
This past weekend (again IMO) was a very heavy drinking weekend for H. He came home very late (or should I say early) every night.
One good thing though, is (for the most part) he has stopped asking me for money for his drinking.
