Peicing hurts like hell and is harder than...

[BeingMe]

All I can say is that piecing sucks! I also wish, sometimes, that I can just move on and leave, but I'm still here with my H, trying, trying, trying.

I think it's natural to have this rollercoaster thing going, even in piecing. My emotions have been all over the place in the last couple of weeks.

Also remember asking my H to let me go, if he doesn't love me. He never could, and now he says he does love me. Go figure! I think there is still hope in your sitch. You also have to realize that just because you acted differently after your A, doesn't mean your W should. She is herself, and one cannot say what is going through her mind. I know it's hard, but maybe try and lower your expectations, and continue GAL, and finding a way to laugh every day. (Sometimes I think life is a huge cosmic joke!) It must also add extra stress on a M with such a huge distance. I am experiencing some of that now, meself. 'Eh!

I will say it again .... piecing sucks!

Take care.