Thanks husband. It's funny how everyone has started to call me hope or hopeful rather than hopeless...you guys must be able to see more hope than me. At least, I feel like everyone on here is standing beside me and supporting that this is what I need to get my life and dignity back and that I deserve better than this. I definately feel like I lost the battle...I lost my husband, my friend, my life as I knew it, my dreams, my future. I feel like OW won, but like you said, she only won the battle...she will lose the war and I'm the one that is going to come out ahead. I'll keep fighting this war until I can look back at this and see why it all happened and say it was all worth it (or at least I can hope).
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"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."
