Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry to hear that. Depending on how you feel about this it doesn't mean you HAVE to give up. I know it seems bleak and over but the future isn't set in stone.
Geesh I wish I had something inspiring to say. Take care of you and your S.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07