It could be you are worried about your kids turning into her. You may not want to believe your little girls would ever do that so you manifested a little boy in your dreams who knows.
I was scared to death to have little girls who grew up like my wife sneaking around with boys and lying. It became a big fear of mine. But after the A I forgot about all that and it doesn't alarm me as much to have kids with her now which is wacko. Now I just want to do whatever it takes to make sure she's okay.
