Newcomer, need advice/support

[sadhearted]

It's okay that you've done those things. We all did them. Now you have to stop doing them. Make him wonder what you're up too instead of the other way around. Be mysterious to him. Take this time to work on yourself maybe he'll see a little of the you he fell in love with. I know how you feel. I'm a SAHM have a handful of people I can talk too. I know this is the hardest thing in the world to go thru. I've been doing it for a little over 2 months now. Compared to some on here that's nothing but it sure feels like it's been forever.

If you need to vent do it here. If you just need to talk log on and type away. There is a lot of support to be had on this site. And though no one can tell you yes he'll decide he wants your marriage they can give you advice and offer support. Which we all need in a time like this.