Why do these things happen VII

[sadhearted]

You know there are times that I wish I could be more like my H. To walk around like this doesn't bother me, not care, not feel, not be concerned about what this is doing to our family. Then I think but I don't really want to do that because then we'd definitely be over if neither of us give a crap.

I don't know guess we should just sit back do what we have to do for us and hope in the end our spouses come too. Some days are just harder then others.