One day at a time

[sadhearted]

Well just got back from getting the kids from their dad. I just don't get how he can come across with the attitude that this doesn't bother him or he has no feelings for me anymore. After 11 years how do you just not feel? My guess would be you don't and he's just not showing me but geesh... Some emotion would be nice.

So I need to get back to distracting myself. I'm still exhausted so maybe I should distract tomorrow and tonight just be.