I have in some ways quite enjoyed not having W around. I dont need to put up with her attitude or the secret txt messages, the anger , etc.
However D12 was crying last night in bed and I went in and sat with her, she misses her mum. That sort of hit home to me that I owe it to the Kids to keep at this and not give up. So the rest is over its back to puting some effort in on my part even if its just a good attitude.
