Hi - I'm sorry you are going through all of this. Your story really resonated with me. I can hear your heart - your love for your wife and kids. I've been dealing with a similiar situation for the past year (minus the kids and living in separate states). I wonder if the roller coaster will ever end! Sometimes it is difficult to remember what they hell you're fighting for. And more than that, it's difficult to keep fighting what feels like a losing battle. Hang in there! Rest and gather strength - a blessing is around the corner...
