your right about that part of the book, forgot about that. i guess my view of it is that you have decided and want to follow through on it for you and the crediability.
i guess i would ask the lawyer what are my options, can i back out, when has it gone beyond a point of stopping, can she stop me from withdrawing. i guess just make sure you know all your facts so that you have the best view to make a decision, especially if something changes.
i'm sorry to hear about this, it's amazing how the mind works, oh its not an affair, huh? then what am i an inconveniance. the whole logic thing left a while ago, probably what got me to where i am now, love isn't logical.