Ouch that one hurt............bad

[Chuckwlane]

I just bought Divorce Remedy after church this morning. I do beleive that we need to try to stay together because we have 4 children, and have been reading that all weekend.

I just posted a little while ago, that my WAW, who I gave the if you must go, then go speech from "tough love". She took the kids camping for the night. I found out today that the person who she began an emotional affair with came over and took the kids skiiing, kneeboarding, and is entertaining them with her. FFFFF(&$(*#@&$(*#@&$(*#&(&($ that hurts......... man thats a big blow. Just yesterday she said that is not a line she was ready to cross.

We used to boat, we used to take the kids camping every year. But this year with fincancial hardships we decided not to. So there is a large part of our summer that we took away, and not here is this other man who is providing it for my wife and 3 younest children.

To me I feel that I need to give up, realize it is over and move on. Then there is this side of me who wants to keep fighting, that my family and children and wife are worth it.

But now I just want to go cry for a little while.

Thanks
Chuck