It is finally out, he wants a D

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H tells me again this morning that we have to stop M/L. I said that was ridiculous, I thought he had made his peace with it. He said it isn't right and he doesn't need any more guilt. I said he needs more guilt until he comes to his senses. I also said that it is better than with strangers and much safer. I figure it may be the last I am intimate for a long long time, so enjoy it while it lasts.