One day at a time

[sadhearted]

We're back in town. I called my H because S7 wanted to spend the day with him. He picked him up a little bit ago and I'll go get them later.

I'm exhausted not much sleep this weekend. So maybe my brain isn't thinking clearly but I'm really concerned with if I'm going to have my marriage in the end. I'm just having a lot of doubts lately. I know I should be focused on me and I've been doing really well with that this last week. I just want my marriage too. Like we all do I guess. This hurts and it's sad and there's not a thing I can do to insure my marriage. It's out of my control.