I know my son is absolutely miserable. I know that we are not making any progress at all right now, as she does not have the courage to file for divorce, and I'm still trying to save our marriage. I know that the bills are getting way out of hand. I know that IRS is planning on taking action against us soon. I know that W is still trapped in the clutches of Infatuation, and will not even approach rationality until OM is out of the picture entirely.
Yeah, I'm at the end of my rope. I have given her every opportunity and more, and just keep getting kicked for my trouble.
Fact is, she doesn't love me, probably never has. She probably is not capable of feeling real love, for me, OM, her son, or herself.
I'm committed now, whether I like it or not. I made it plain that if she went to see OM this week, it is over and the divorce will be exactly the divorce that she has earned. If she chooses not to go, then I will be a DB'ing fool.
