Hey Husband. Very "worn out" right now. This being by myself w/ the 3 boys isn't easy. I don't have any time to myself and I'm just feeling real worn down right now. PMS'ing most likely \:\)

Everything's going awesome w/ H. We had another "cyber date" last night w/ the webcam. He's constantly telling me how much he misses me. Sent me some pics and he had his ring on in them. It was when they were playing football too and I'm sure he wasn't thinking "wife is going to see pics of this so I better have my ring on." \:\)

As far as my OP goes, not even going to refer to him as "OM" anymore, he emailed last week. Still pretty inappropriate stuff. And I have to say that it still made me feel good and I was still enjoying it. I'm just being honest, but after the last few days of talking w/ H, etc., I've realized that it needs to STOP. I have not done or said anything that would "get me in trouble," however, I also didn't flat out say "enough" to OP either. I'm done w/ that now. It was nice to know that someone other than H finds me attractive. After the whole D sitch, even knowing H still found me attractive was somewhat doubtful at times. I know that's just my insecurities talking, but you know . . . .

Anyway, onward & upward. It CAN get better folks.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10