I've tryed to maintain from the start that I would not file unless I was ready to do so, as it is now i'm not ready. Even in what may be an hopeless sitch I still have some hope left, how much & for how long, I don't know for sure. Part of me says, if she wanted a divorce so bad she would file. After all she had the gutts to get up in the middle of the night & just leave. Why would she feel so bad about finishing the job. Whatever the reason/s she has not filed yet & has not been intouch to persue me about filing either.
