sorry no caps, right shift key on the laptop was ripped off by S, and i hate the left reach with the pinki, can't do it.
i feel where you are, sounds like your at the ropes end. but ask yourself, have you tried everything? have you really tried everything? maybe a more important question is too sit down and really think what you want, is it with w. i know i don't want anything with my w, unless it is a new r/m without the old habits, verbal assualts, and drinking. but i do know that we could have a m that we both wanted and a relationship were we love and respect each other.
think it through, find your answer so that you have thought before you act. i think the way your heading is for the d, and it appears to be controlling.
don't think i'm judging or anything, i did a lot worst then you this weekend with my r. i'll post up on it later. but i need to just get to a point of turning the check and riding it out. i know you will find what you want, and then get it, either way.
