Feeling pretty detached today. Kinda looking forward to school starting. Dont get me wrong I love my daughter, and spending lots of time with her.......but I spend almost every moment I am not working with her. I think I will be able to do some more "me" things when she starts school.
I have been thinking of getting a little notebook and making a list of all of the things I have been putting off and working on them... getting my eyes checked.....I need glasses dentist......perhaps living without dental pain might be nice lots of things.........
Something I have been wondering about too. At work today, I started thinking about wife, and what she might be doing. I was able to shut it down pretty fast. I think I am getting to a point where I dont care...... So if I completely get there. Then perhaps I move forward and really live my life "as if" as if I am going to be without her forever?? I know its been only 3 months, but I am tired of all of this. I dont want to file, and I dont want to push her to file......but honestly it is getting old fast.
I feel like I am letting part of my life slip by while I wait for her to make up her mind. I need to make some finacial decisions pretty soon.... Not this minute but probably in the next couple of months....
Anyhow all you fine feather friends have a nice saturday night, I am off to bed in a bit to get some needed sleep!
