there comes a time that we guard our heart for we no longer want to hurt. Sounds like you are there. Now you need to keep an open mind and listen to him and watch him and see what actions and words are coming from him.
Do you like what you hear? Is is positive ?
Do you want to reconcile? If yes then don't get too distant and cold for he will feel it.
Been there and done that I was told to back off leave him alone let him come to me etc... and it didn't work. He needed to know that I was there... he was still to screwed up to figure it out?
not sure but I think about the lost chance at times and hope for another some day.
He sounds like he is being neutral not angry, not mad, not blaming you for anything. Keep watching and listening and remember that the baby steps are sometimes very tiny but there.
The feeling of numb is how I describe it. I thought if he was acting like he wanted to reconnect I would be dancing in the streets... nope didn't happen. I was so negative towards him at times. My lack of trust appeared and I started to question things I never did before. So what you feel or don't feel happens.
you are the only one who knows what you want so you have to just go with your heart
hb2
m24 yrs h 50 me 47 s 21 s 17 left 5-30-06, and 12-4-06 still gone.............
