After her last email I replied to her in an upset tone. I basically told her while she talks about the loss and such she's still making excuses and not willing to do any work. I told her "You can try and look for me when you're ready to be a real woman. A real woman who's family is her kingdom, the kingdom she protects with her life. Right now you're running away like a frightened deer and I'm done chasing you." - that was the harshest thing I've said to her since all this time.
I know its harsh and goes against DBing but I was really upset that after all the things I've done for her and waited for her so patiently for over a year she's not moved an inch in her decision. I'm still very upset. In fact, I'm supposed to have D today but I don't even feel like saying hello to my ex when I go pickup D. I've instantly lost all the attraction I had towards her.
Me: 32|W: 34|D: 3yo 1st bomb: Feb 2006 (left one day, came back a week later) 2nd bomb: Aug 2006 (moved out, ILYBNILWY) 3rd bomb: Apr 2007 (filed for divorce) 4th bomb: <her finger on the launch button>
