First....is your son ok? Any fractures, broken bones??
I think your scared to show your feelings as they might get trampled on?? How does your H react? Does he seem at all curious about what you do or why your indifferent with him? Is he showing any signs of life?
It's weird the phases we the LBS goes through. Oneday we can't live without them.....the next day it's like BYE have a good life!....
The question is: Do you want to reconcile? If so, don't become to distant with him....
More importantly, don't close your emotions & feelings off to much, it will only jade you in the future.
I read your posts...and I can't help but notice that you really like your independance. That is a wonderful thing. It gives you the opportunity to be yourself, to find yourself, to choose which way you want to go.
Give yourself some time to figure out what you want with the rest of your life. You have your new house & school all starting at the same time.....focus on that and you, then see what happens next.
Thinking of you
Jeanette
PS....Kudos on yesterday!! You are so much better than they are. It's hard to take the hi road sometimes....I've wanted to jump down the low road and get all muddy, but have refrained so many times. But it does make you feel better inside when you travvel first class
Change the Policy. Allow PM's Free all of us.
Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!
