Keep up the good work and let H spin like a top. He'll eventually realize what he's done.
I'm struggling so much here, though. H called me this AM b/c S11 got hurt at baseball practice and he was taking him to ER for x-ray. (he got hit on wrist w/pitch).
I met them at hospital and we barely spoke. I have nothing to say really. When we were leaving, he was taking boys w/him and I just walked to the Jeep and said "Ok, see ya later".
I don't know what's wrong w/me. I just have no desire to try. Even when he is kind, I don't feel it. Not hate...just nothing.
I'm scared of that. I think b/c what if that's not what I feel a month from now? But, it's so hard for me to even be chitty chatty w/him right now b/c I don't want to. Will that make any chance of reconciliation in the future slim b/c I am not really trying right now?
I don't know. I just want to be left alone, I guess.
Me-BS 38 X-WS 36 Separated 11/15/2006 Filed for D 8/1/2007 Divorce Final 12/21/2007 S13, S13 (twins), D9 Married 13 Yrs Together 20 Yrs
