GD thanks again! I can always count on you to put things into perspective for me.
Well since last night was going to be the last night MIL was going to be in town H asked if he could just pick up the kids & take them over there to her and spend some time w/his mom. I said sure & thought for sure he will return late & agian no resolution to our R talk that we seem to start,but never finish. So indeed he brought them back & put them to bed. I had on one of my sexy nighties that H has not seen me in in along time (I know tease,huh)?,but I had on my robe over it so he can see just enough but not all! Backing up a little- when he came in before putting the girls to bed I noticed him looking at one of "my girls" that was poking out of the robe ya know what I mean.... he was checking me out. When he returned to kiss me on the cheeck he leaned over and covered me up a little w/ my robe & said jokingly cover up please I dont want to see those things... he he
God he looked the worse I have ever seen him... he really looked worn out/washed out I cant explain....
OH!! the most important part of the night!!! Before D10 & I went to sleep (she sleeps w/ me) she said daddy had all his clothes in his trunk????? D7 asked him why & he said b/c he wants to return home he misses home!! I am assuming he went home at lunch & took his stuff b/c yesturday he took a two hour lunch.
H is too full of pride to admit if anything is going wrong in his R w/ OW. I dont ask, but he wont say either. I know he has been taking about returning back for a while now & aslo attempting to have sex w/ me (but Ithink its to test the waters per say w/ me). How can he say he only "cares for me" & wants to have sex? I guess its the casual sex w/ out any feelings kinda thing....I feel like throwing that at him and calling him a PIG for it,, BUT I wont. I will do so here though!!PIG! PIG! PIG!!!!
Maybe they got into a huge fight? I dont know I dont want to disect or analize anything either.....
