Yes, I am fortunate, but at the same time, there is no substitute for H. I miss him so much and want to work things out. I want him to want to be with me. I know my next move will push him away - possibly for good this time. But I don't think I can stop myself.
STOP!!! (ok..they totally need to get a "stop sign" icon!). If you know your next move will push him away, DON'T DO IT. Look how far you've come and how time and patience has been a rewarding thing for you!
Before you do anything, talk it through. Do it here, to a friend (your cousin) or journal.
You can do this. You have made so much progress. Sunday is hurtful. But remember.....1 step forward, 2 steps back. OR in many of our cases......1 step forward, 10 steps back. Par for the course.
It's a pleasure to meet you! Wish it was at a cafe sipping margaritas, but a pleasure nonetheless!
Me-BS 38 X-WS 36 Separated 11/15/2006 Filed for D 8/1/2007 Divorce Final 12/21/2007 S13, S13 (twins), D9 Married 13 Yrs Together 20 Yrs
