I have been patiently waiting to spend some time with H. It has been two weeks since our last encounter. At that time, we made tentative plans for what will be tomorrow. We were to go to a summer fest featuring some activities that he is very interested in.

Last night, he called to say is is so busy & won't have time for more than a quick lunch. I am very disappointed to say the least. He had the week off from work as well, but was too busy to get together.

I wonder how much time H has spent with ow in the last two weeks. I'm sure he has not been too busy for her. But I know that if I bring it up, it will not go well.

Maybe I should anyway - regardless of the consequences.

How much longer can I hope & pray for this to turn around? I don't think I can do this anymore. I'm breaking.....