He's still with her, and I'm moving on (part 2)...

[Hope_11]

My life got a little better today...maybe good things do happen to good people. I am actuary...I'm guessing no one knows what that is...but anyway you have to take a series of exams to get accredited. I have been taking these exams for the last 8 years of my life. I have failed more times than I have passed, but I kept with it. I thought about quitting multiple times, but life wasn't going the way I had planned so I kept going. I was going to take the first couple exams...have a baby...and work part-time. My plan didn't go so well. I found out today that I passed the exam that I took in May. I also passed the one that I took last November...so I have passed two of the seven exams that I have during these last 9 hellish months of my life. Things were already going terrible for H and me back in November, but he wouldn't tell me what was wrong until after I took the exam...he just said it was nothing serious. Two days after I took the exam...he told me...I can't do this anymore...I want out of this marriage. My life literally fell apart and then 10 days later he disclosed that he was having an A and didn't know what HE wanted to do. I perservered...I went to work everyday...I studied my @ss off so I could be successful at this one thing in my life that didn't have anything to do with my H. I never in a million years thought I would finish these exams and now I can see the end. It wasn't in my old plan, but I think it might be in God's new plan for me. I know God is watching out for me. Things are looking better.

On a side note, some of us went out to celebrate tonight and I ran into one of my SIL's and it was the bad one. She is one of the people that reports to H what I do. I was walking out with one of my co-workers, but of course it had to be the girl and not the guy. Oh, I would have loved to see her face if me and the guy were walking out together...the rumors would have really started to fly. Oh well, at least she saw me out and I wasn't with any of my IL's, so she and H should be happy.

I'm going out again tomorrow night, so I'm sticking to my GAL plan.