Further evidence of her infidelity arrived today, from a source that she knows I have access to. Probably intentional.
Also, some further evidence that she has broken off the R with OM, but who knows?
Last night I had 3 hours of "parenting time" with S. Had a great time, when I got back to MIL's to drop him off W was not home yet. Light attempt by MIL to get me to stay was easily deflected, as I was leaving W was heading into the neighborhood. Blinked my lights at her, I believe she wanted to talk (rolled her window down, came to nearly a complete stop), I smiled and waved, just kept rolling. I mean, hey, she did have a car behind her, and she does know my cell number.
I'm getting really close to my limit. I want to try and draw her out and see what in the hell is going on, but I'm confused. I've gone dark, but nothing like she has (and always has been).
Maybe she wants to investigate a reconciliation but is too afraid of all the bad stuff that will have to be dealt with along the way. Maybe she is just looking for an opening to stick the knife in a little deeper. Maybe she's found a new guy already. Damn it, I just don't know.
If nothing happens this weekend, I'm afraid I will be at the lawyer's on Monday. Yes, I know this is weakness on my part, but enough is enough.
