I really think it is something inside myself that I have to deal with. I try to think of ways he can make me feel better and there is nothing that I can comeup with. It is inside me and I have found out that the more questions I ask him the more difficult it is to deal with but the desire to know more and more is overwhelming at times. No good ever comes out of it. I think I can figure it out but there is no way to understand someone else's insanity. I think I am going crazy myself sometimes. Thanks Grace for helping me to think outside the box. Have a good night Grace. Love, Violets
