I did not go to the C. today because I thought I could get by until next week since I had such a good day yesterday. Big mistake.
I know that one! I put off calling my DB coach until I have to and sometimes I really wish I'd called sooner.
I don't know if it's so much feeling sorry for yourself (even though it's normal to go there given what you've experienced) as it is being hurt b/c you've been betrayed and wronged. It's normal to be angry about that. The question is what are you going to do to get past it? What would make you feel better? Is it something he could do or something that has to come from inside you?
Always here to listen. Just some thought to ponder. Have a good night.