Thanks Grace and IMP for the encouragement, it really does help. I did not go to the C. today because I thought I could get by until next week since I had such a good day yesterday. Big mistake. I won't see her until next Fri., but I am going to make sure I keep the appt. I love this painting; http://www.nga.gov/exhibitions/caravbr-2.htm I wish I could live up to the ideal of forgiveness and humility. It is so difficult and sometimes I don't want to try and want to feel sorry for myself. Thanks for listening. Love, Violets