Well we went to see his grandmother this morning. The visit was nice. When we were leaving she told me she loved me and I said it back. Then my H told her he loved her and she said it back. Funny how she told me first. Anyway I left the room with tears in my eyes. No, no one saw them. How can he not see what he's doing?
He's backed out of going this weekend. He pulled his back out last weekend and his back and left leg are hurting him really bad. And that's the reason he doesn't want to go. He doesn't want to sit in a car for an hour and then spend the day sitting at soccer games. He hates that he'll miss it but he is in alot of pain. He is going to keep S3 with him and I'll take S7. Should be interesting to see how S3 does at dad's without his brother around. They've never been apart like this before.
I'm kinda down now. Going to see his grandmother and all that. It just makes me stop and think about what he is doing to not only us but the entire family. Just wish he would stop and think.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07