*sigh* desperately clingy..probably. It's difficult when you see something slipping thru your fingers (and falling to the floor) to not reach out and try to stop the impact. Of course, I guess I am actually batting it towards the floor with greater speed.
It's going to be awhile before I think asking how he thinks he tried will provide any benefit. I will just need to wait for him to bring it up. If I ask, he will probably assume that I am going to attempt to 'prove he didn't'.
He has still been coming over and giving me a quick kiss goodbye in the mornings; this morning he just "bye". And I gave a friendly wave back. *sigh*
I have been checking out the MLS for houses/condos; I think I'll go and view some vacant places today. Not so much to buy right this second, but just so I know there will be choices should it come to that. There's a condo in the town I want that is offering 6% commission (which I would just take off the list price), a 42-inch plasma TV, 2 years with no home owners dues AND $4800 towards closing costs. If it had a garage, I would probably jump all over it...if it had a garage AND I thought it wise to go and purchase when I still hold out hope.
Maybe I am ignorant to hold out hope. Maybe I should just take matters into my own hands and get the heck out of here. No need to "waste" $$ on him getting a rental, etc that could be used towards my new home.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
