I know you worry about your W when she is out. I see your post was at 3 AM. I hope you had enough strength not to text her. This would be totally annoying to a WAW. Hang in there. You are doing great.
Me: 30 EX-H: 37 DD: 5 Separated 6/07. MC for months, EX-H quit MC. Divorce Final 8/14/08. Trying to move on with new life.