Quoting PhoenixNTraining: I'm confused and having a difficult time.
(((HUGS)))
Sorry to hear your going thru a rough time, but they do happen no matter at what stage you are at. I've been riding one out now for a better part of a month now. Try to back off some and ride it out for a little while and allow yourself time to regroup and refocus on what you need to do to regain your PMA.
Gee...sounds alot like the advise I just received. Sometimes its easier to listen to it from others then from yourself...